Life is love..

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 09:29:37 GMT

Very last post here (at least in a while -- i don't know yet if i will ever pick this back up).

So, I've decided not to delete this journal. I'm still happy with my decision, but I won't delete this. However, I'm still just sweetsmile21 from now on - this journal is over to me. The only reason I'm keeping this one is because I don't want to regret deleting it later. It just feels like then, there's no way back.

I'm still missing some of my old friends btw. Where have you all gone? *hits*
I thought you were all more loyal!!!

Goodbye everone, and say hi to the not new but improved me @ sweetsmile21. Still the same person, different journal!

Sun, 23 Dec 2007 11:00:24 GMT

VERY IMPORTANT
PLEASE READ

So um, in addition to THIS POST (srsly, read first please! I know it’s long but do it for me!), there’s this very last entry of sweet_smile21.

Since I have a new livejournal, I’m gonna need new friends, too! But I’m not just going to add everyone I added to this journal, because that doesn’t make sense and that way the new journal just totally loses its purpose. Because I had many friends I never talked to, or who never read my entries, I’m going to do it this way:

IF YOU WANT TO KEEP ME, ADD ME YOURSELF!

Not that hard and it boosts my ego just that little bit. Please add me if you want me to read your entries and if you want to comment to my entries and so on, because I won’t add you otherwise. I friend everyone i know from here back immediately so no biggie there.

That’s all I have left to say. Thanks for the good times everyone, and I’ll see you back over at sweetsmile21! (because I secretly still like my nickname).. And when the times right, this journal will be deleted.

Love! (and don’t forget to friend the new journal! :p)

so i guess this is goodbye..

Sun, 23 Dec 2007 10:56:48 GMT

REALLY IMPORTANT

PLEASE READ!

You know, I’ve been going through some weird things lately. I have this.. phenomenon going on every year, but this year it’s worse than ever. Let me tell you what it’s about: I’m wanting to change my life. Drastically. I’m having new year’s resolutions, just like lots of people, but I’m having them a lot worse. Not that it’s a problem, it’s just, I’m getting obsessed with like, starting a new life (but then not that extreme).

So it’s pretty much just having new year’s resolutions, but thinking about those a lot and spending a long time deciding which ones I’ll choose and try to accomplish. This year, there aren’t things like ‘try to be a lot friendlier to my parents’ or ‘do things like the dishes more often to help my mom’, like last year, because I kind of accomplished those. I’m pretty satisfied with myself lately, lol. So they’re kind of different this year.. But I’ll mention those later on.

Anyway, there’s more. The past week, I’ve been cleaning up things. ‘Things’ are, more precisely, my computer and thereby indirectly also my life. I’ve removed all my self made icons (which were, to my surprise, about 1500), I deleted my MSN space, I removed some music and images, I made up new year’s resolutions, I deleted all my communities (except for sweet_nano21, I want a back-up for my novel!) and last but definitely not least (be warned!): I created a new livejournal.

WOOOHOO! Scary, huh? Well maybe not to you guys, but to me, it’s quite a big deal actually. I’ve been thinking a lot about deleting my old account and starting all over again, but I didn’t really want it. Well, I was kind of scared to do it. For a while there, I was actually thinking about just leaving livejournal.

But hee hee, I couldn’t do that. I don’t know what I’m getting myself into, but I did it and I’m proud and happy. It’s just.. This livejournal is piled up with problems, high school teen drama, sucky things that have happened, tears. And yeah, I do realize my next LJ will consist of things like these, too. But I just want to get rid of the mess I’ve been in. It’s more of a symbolic thing actually, because not much will change. Just, I want to get rid of all of those crappy entries. Also, many entries of 2006 weren’t tagged properly and since I’m a control freak, I want to have it all neat and clean. Oh, and my first entries were very shaming. And my last reason to do it was that my friends list was bursting!

Yeah, you might think it’s for such.. lame-ass reasons I did it. But no, I just wanted to let myself in for a new venture, and.. Well yeah, that’s why. I know it’s probably not a big deal for you guys, but it is to me and I’m really excited about it, too! So umm.. Yeah, that was the big announcement I’ve been wanting to make.
I guess that was all.. Oh wait, my new year’s resolutions! Here they are, five in total:

Write a poem every week.
Work out some more just at home / Practice more sports.
Finish my novel.
Post the song I’m into every weekend.
Drink a big bottle of water every day.

So, that’s all. I’m happy with these, and I really think I can make it. Except probably the second one xD. Btw, the first one is a new challenge for me, like NaNoWriMo was.. I’m still shocked I pulled NaNo off, so this shouldn’t be a problem if I really do the best I can. At first I wanted to write a poem daily, but I don’t think that’s such a good idea so I decided to go on a weekly basis. Then the sports thing, then of course I want to finish the novel this year, the song thing is just for my & your amusement, and then the water thingy, for my health. I don’t know if I’ll make it but of course I can *try* ..

So, one last thing: go to THIS POST please! Thanks for reading and.. thanks for all the good times, sweet comments. Although it hurts, I am going to delete my journal. For good.

just like all the other girls

Sat, 24 Nov 2007 09:06:52 GMT

dYesterday, i wanted to post a huge entry explaining my behaviour, lack of posting personal entries aso.. but it's out of my system and i'm feeling okay today. All was well.

And now.. This song, specially the lyrics, are so beautiful.

VERSE 1
Sophie cannot finish her dinner
She says she’s eaten enough
Sophie’s trying to make herself thinner
Says she’s eating too much
And her brother says, "You’re joking,"
And her mother’s heart is broken
Sophie has a hard time coping
And, besides, Sophie’s hoping

CHORUS
She can be like all the other girls
Be just like all the other girls
Living in an ordinary world
Just to fit in, in the ordinary world
Just to fit in like an ordinary girl.

VERSE TWO
Sophie’s losing weight by the minute
How did things get this bad?
Sophie’s family, they don’t understand it
Gave her all that they had
And her sister won’t stop crying
'Cause her father says she’s dying
Sophie says she’s really trying
Problem is, Sophie’s lying.

CHORUS

BRIDGE
How did she get this way?
How did she get this way?
Through trying to hide it.
What does it take to say,
What does it take to say
She’s dying, Sophie’s dying
to be like all the other girls.

CHORUS

hola mundo, stoia ci (sp?)

Sun, 18 Nov 2007 18:20:08 GMT

Don't want to sound arrogant but damn, this fits me so well!

I'm neglecting you guys.. but i still read all of your entries!

I'll post a huge entry in december about everything that's going on in my life lately.

I love all of you.

Really weird how this is me. Really, all of it!

Fri, 09 Nov 2007 17:24:17 GMT

TODAY IS ALL ABOUT ME.
AND I LOVE MY FRICKIN' FRIENDS TO DEATH!
*cheeeeeeer*

More later, busy now.. But love y'all so much. <3333

*goes off to celebrate birthday some more =D*

Mon, 29 Oct 2007 14:58:11 GMT

I've doing school business the whole day now! Seriously, is this what they call *vacation* these days?

Anyway, I'd like your opinion on this! I had to write a scary Halloween story. It had to be 200 words long (ISNT THAT FCKN SHORT?) and mine is 340, lol. Well anyway.. What do you think?

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‘.. committed suicide, in this very room. He couldn’t handle the constant bullying anymore,’ the camp mentor, Lisa, said dramatically. ‘Legend says this place is haunted. He’d convince people to commit suicide too.’ Shivers were running down my spine. I felt Annie shaking next to me. Bridget shrieked. ‘Enough story-telling for now! It’s time to go to bed, ladies!’ the mentor then said happily. Nobody even objected. I somehow managed to fall asleep that night, still shaking like a leaf, holding my teddy bear tight.

The next morning, everybody already seemed to have forgotten the creepy legend. We were on our way to the cafeteria, rattling cheerfully, when suddenly, I heard a noise. I didn’t know where it came from, but then I saw it: a bloody, crumpled hand was slowly sliding down a window. I gasped and the other girls screamed. The three of us started running away, still screaming, looking completely terrified.

We only stopped running when we arrived at the entrance for the dormitory. I exchanged looks with my friends. Annie gestured to open the door and Bridget said: ‘Come on Emily, get inside!’ And so I did. If only I could rewind that move.

Because what I witnessed there, was ghastly. A young man, wearing geeky glasses and dorky braces, was revolving in the middle of the room, attached to the ceiling with a gibbet. Just a few seconds later, the body had vanished in a blink of the eye. I was about to faint, Annie looked nauseous, and Bridget didn’t move one muscle in her body.

‘This is.. Unbelievable.. I mean..-’ I stuttered upset. ‘We have to tell Lisa.’ I didn’t get any response from the two girls, who were still looking shocked, so I left the room all alone, to tell our mentor what had happened. Only a few seconds later, a screech could be heard. The police arrived quickly. Lisa was traumatized. She kept repeating the same line over and over again.

I never meant to.. I never.. I can’t believe.... Emily.. suicide.

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Opinion? See any mistakes? Comment away!

PS. I've got a new layout :)

Sun, 02 Sep 2007 16:44:43 GMT

Woosh! Redec for the new year of school! (lol)

http://www.livejournal.com/allpics.bml?user=sweet_smile21
-> Userpics <3

And new layout with a selfmade header which i'm very proud of.. Made with a tutorial, but still.

Take a look :D

sweet_smile21

here's a thing you should now.. hey!

Fri, 17 Aug 2007 14:16:50 GMT

Hello lovers!

I'm doing so great, yayz! I'm having an awesome day, i'm feeling good, listening to cool (lol) music and err well i'm just really happy and happy 'cause i'm happy, lol. So that's good *angelface*

Yesterday, I cleaned up my room. But not just.. cleaned up. I redecorated it and eh, emptied all my closets and threw LOTS of things away and err well, it was a major deal but I'm so happy I did it - you should check out the pics under the cut, i've got before and after, lol. There are also two pics of me; one when i was a baby & one when i was 12. So funny, lolz. Also a photo of my fandom-door =D One side is now fully covered with Wentworth Miller - too damn hot! - and one side is quite cute actually, it has been a whole project but I like it, just check it out under the cut!! <3

Cool stuff I found while cleaning up:
- Crazy, old cd's
- Cool & cute pics
- Lots of old letters, cards and so on
- A cool wallet
- ..

=D So cool.

Sooo now check the cut! Do it!

[many pics btw, so beware..]

My cool fandomheart! :D

Zoomed in - lots of love for anyone who can name everything that's on it, LOL.

The Wentworth Miller side! The last poster was even bigger normally (almost as big as me) but i folded it up and took the best part, lol.

My wardrobe BEFORE

My wardrobe AFTER

My cleaned-up thingy with dvds and cds :) All in alphabetical order *giggle*

My big closet-thingy that hadn't been touched in about two years, lol, i know. I had already removed the part above but you can still see the mess :') BEFORE.

Neat, huh? B) AFTER.

My desk was a big mess too, because of me being lazy in the holidays + the exams. (okay i know that's not an excuse lol, but anyway) -- BEFORE.

The desk after.. Classy, huh? B)

Another mess on the floor and watch the pile of teddy bears on the left LOL.

Almost all of the teddy bears gone + a collection of old pictures =D *loves*

My beloved bed + Lente the laptop <3

Okay, sorry to say this but DAMN I WAS CUTE XDD

Eleven/twelve years old LOL. Not so cute anymore *giggle*

Okay, that should be all. I do realise this is as boring and lame as can be, but one has to do something when bored, right? But anyway, now y'all know how my room looks like a little =D And normally, it isn't that messy, srsly *lolz*

=D Byeeee! <333

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 19:40:06 GMT

Hi! :) Today wasn't that great but I already cried my heart out to Fleur, Jim and Manouk, so I won't post it here anymore.

Anyway, I did a redec again! (:

Userpics & a new layout. sweet_smile21

i fail to believe

Fri, 03 Aug 2007 11:40:15 GMT

I decided I'm going to wait with the big holiday review & picspam for a few weeks, until everyone is home again - it's a lot of work and i'm sure i won't get many comments now and i need them. My ego wants to be fed, srsly.

Anyway, while in Italy I created another meme + survey and filled in the survey myself, too. I have the survey in Dutch + English, the filled-in version & the English meme under the cut.

I'm totally not doing fine btw. Confusion, confusion..

Anyway, here's the stuff.

The say something meme!
It’s very easy (:

Comment to this entry and say;
1. What you love the most about me
2. What you dislike the most about me
3. What you think is my biggest wish
4. What you want to know about me [and you don’t know already]
5. What you are thinking of right nów!
If you’re curious about the answers of your flist, copy-paste this meme to your journal (:

Comment away & be creative and honest! =)

The Dutch Survey! -- About everything & nothing.

Geloof je in liefde op het eerste gezicht en/of soulmates?
Welke deo/parfum gebruik je?
Welke richting wil je later uit van beroep?
Wat zou je nóóit doen?
Wat is je doel in het leven?
Welk deel / welke dag / welke beslissing / enz uit je leven zou je willen overdoen, en hoe dan / waarom?
Wat haat je het meest aan jezelf & wat vind je het leukste aan jezelf?
Op wie ben je jaloers & waarom?
Wat is je favoriete gerecht?
Naast wie zou je wel eens willen wakker worden? [celeb of iemand uit real life, maakt niet uit]

The English survey! -- Answers are mine, yo!

1. Do you believe in love at first sight and/or soul mates?

Err – that’s a tough one, actually. I don’t believe in love at first sight. I think you can find someone attractive or nice or whatever, but real love? No. You’ve got to get to know him/her better first. Soulmates.. Hm. Partly. I do believe someone can really be the same like you and like, have the same hobbies or characteristics or so, but really soul mates.. No, I don’t think so. It’s not that I’m not romantic.. I’m just not into this kind of romance.

2. Which deodorant / perfume do you use?

Rexona girl [green & pink one], Rexona [normal one] and Fa [special edition]. As for perfume; DKNY [red delicious], Ralph Lauren [Ralph], Yves Saint Laurent, Nina Ricci [Nina], Lancôme [Hypnôse], and errr that’s pretty much it. Lol, I seem to love smells :’)

3. What direction would you like to follow as for a later job?
I’ve been thinking about this the past year, and at first I was really into laboratories and all – but since my grades for sciences aren’t that great, I started thinking about other things and at the moment I’m thinking about something with advertising/publicity or representing a business thing or something like that [hard to explain]. Something that can help me use my few “talents”; being quite social, using creativity and my languages. But I’ve still got time to think about that, right? :)

4. What would you never ever do?
Hm.. There are loads of things I’d never do, of course. And actually, you can never say never. But I’d say.. The first thing that pops into my head; playing with a guy just for fun and then breaking his heart, or hurting someone really bad on purpose. Another thing I’d never do is jump off a building or practicing really extreme sports.

5. What’s your purpose in life?

I think that’s quite obvious for me: to grow old and be happy with the life I’ve lived. Also finding (my) true love.

6. What part / which day / which decision / etc of your life would you like to do over, and how / why?
As for now, I can only think of two things.. Firstly, my birthday party when I turned 11, I think. I threw a party for my whole class with a deejay, dancing, food, loads of presents etc, and I had an awesome time. I’d like to redo that evening just because I enjoyed it so much. Secondly, I’d like to redo my second year at high school [so two years ago] because I’d change my attitude and wouldn’t let those arrogant and selfish people bring me down and throw me into a depression. I never want to be so depressed again..

7. What do you hate the most about yourself & what do you like the most about yourself?
Errrr. *big sigh* That needs a lot of thinking :p I think I hate the most about myself, is the fact I can’t be happy with myself. I have a perfectly okay life and still I can’t be truly happy. I also hate my sensitivity and emotions [as you already know, of course] and the fact I can never enjoy something being like, brain-dead, and my never-ending thinking. And what I like about myself is even harder.. I’d have to go for the fact that although I can be a depressed zombie sometimes, I can also go wild at times, how hard to believe that may seem :’) And I like my sense of rhythm – not that I can dance or sing very well, but you can’t deny I’ve got rhythm.

8. Who are you jealous of & why?
Like – half of the people on the globe :’) I’ll just say the first few things that come to my mind; the people of hpf who have already met their msnfriends – I have already met Shelly, and I had a lot of fun, but there are some other people who I’m dying to meet. Then, all the people who are pretty and loved. All the girls who have sweet boyfriends. All the people with great talents. All the people who have shown the world what they’re able to do of. The people that have a stunning voice. And so on and so on.. I’m jealous quickly.

9. What’s your favourite meal?

Belgian fries! [I know they’re called French fries – but France doesn’t deserve that honor [a]]

10. Next to who would you like to wake up? [celeb or someone you know of real life, doesn’t matter]
Err. Manouk, Fleur, Tim & some other people of hpf, not because I want to sleep in the same bed as they do xDDD [I know I’m scary from time to time but I’m not that much of a freak, srsly], but because that would mean I’d be meeting them and how awesome would that be. I can’t really think of others, celebs or so, myself because me waking up next to some of the people of my hunks list is just.. gross. I’m 14, for god’s sake xDDD

Woosh! Fill in the survey in a comment or post to your own journal;. Choose yourself :)

changement de décor

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 20:58:50 GMT

Hi my doodles, I did a big LJ redec! (redecoration)
i really love it, hope you guys like it too :)
NEW PROFILE (please read the 'and..' part!!!)
NEW USERPICS
NEW LAYOUT
Please let me know what you think! :D All the credits are in the userinfo/profile!

love y'all! <333

PS.: posted a new batch of icons over at lookafteryouu - go check them out!

i'm not able to explain just how bad i feel

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 12:29:18 GMT

I wrote a whole fucking post to explain myself, because I'm acting weird lately, and now it's fucking gone and I am crying. Livejournal always saves my stuff, and now it didn't. And I copied it every five seconds, but I don't have it anymore. FUCKINGDAMN. I tried my ultimate best to help you guys understand me and it's GONE. I'm so mad and I - I just can't deal with it anymore.

Yeah, well, let's start again and forget half of it. *still crying*

First of all: Don't read this is you're not in for moaning/drama, don't comment shit to make me feel even worse. Justcontinuewithyourlife.

Me. Sofie. Inside = Terrible. Looks = Normal, I guess. Grades..
I had my grades, you know. I used to have good grades and that made my parents proud of me. But the last few weeks, I didn't study at all for the exams, and I do regret that now - really. I'm going to get my grades Friday and they're going to suck and my parents are going to be disappointed. I already disappointed myself, and now my parents. Why the fuck didn't I study.. I don't know. I think I couldn't handle it anymore. BEH.
Well, so now the grades are gone. So maybe me being beautiful can compensate that? Yeah, not really, since I'm not. You know, when I was young, I used to be a beautiful, shiny, happy girl. But I am what people made me. And sadly enough, the people who I want to think I'm pretty, don't. Or don't let it show :') But they just don't. And that made me feel bad about myself. You know, looks are overrated, by me. I don't care about other people's outside, I really don't. But I care too much about mine. You know, when I have a good day, when I have a good hairday, when I'm with friends, when I'm wearing a nice outfit (i don't like all my clothes ^^') and all, I can sometimes even think I'm pretty - But that doesn't happen a lot. I had a very good weekend, I really liked it and with my new haircut and new clothes, I really liked me. I did a big photoshoot with my best friend, and I liked many of the pics - but when I saw them again today, I thought I looked horrible on almost all of them. It depends. So now, can't have it of the looks.
And don't get me started about the inside. I fucking hate my inside. I'm so damn sensitive, I cry like all the time. Where is the wonderful time I used to cry about losing Monopoly, instead of crying because some boy I have a crush on doesn't notice me at all? It hurts, it really does. People make me feel bad and hurt me all the time, most of the times without even realizing it. You know, I'm so jealous. If a boy says 'Wow, that girl is pretty', I interpretate it as 'Wow, that girl is so much prettier than you'. And when one of my friends says something about her friends, then I'm like 'Oh god, why am I not like her friends'. I'm so jealous. Not even just in real life. You guys hurt me too, a lot. Not on purpose, of course, But I'm just hurt very easily. I cry very easily. I hate myself, I can't love myself, no matter how hard I try. I think.
That, and me being so dámn'd insecure. I can't ever feel good about myself and be strong about things. Wherever I go, I think people stare at me, or are like 'Oh gosh, look at her', or don't ever want to talk to me. I don't know how I grew up to be like that.. Again: I am what people made me. I don't know why.. Hm, what else was I going to say. I really don't remember.. Damn LJ. Oh yeah, my lack of talent. I'm really not able to find something I'm really good at. Except crying, lol. Cheer. But it would help me if I was really good at something and people'd admire me. But I'm not. And people don't. I want people to take me as I am, but I can't even do that myself. How hypocrite is that anyway.
Okay, I can't think of anything I still wanted to say, but I know there are things left unsaid. Well, maybe I'll update this post if something pops into my head. For now, I think this'll do.

Please don't think of me as totally depressed. I'm not. I just don't really like myself. And it's not that I can't be happy. I really am happy a lot, like yesterday and Saturday - but I am always feeling this way, so I wanted to explain, and I hope I managed to to that. It doesn't matter if I'm happy or not, this feeling will stay. I don't know if I'll ever get rid of it. Maybe if I have a sweet, caring boyfriend one day. IF. I don't know. We'll see, right.
Oh gawd. Now I hate myself for posting this. I've been thinking about writing this a few days now, and I figured I could do it because it's a pretty long time ago I posted this sort of crap. And I know these are not really problems, but they are problems to me, mkay? So understand it and deal with it, or walk away. I don't want you guys to like, watch your steps and be sure to never say anything about a good friend or pretty girl to me or whatever-shit, but I just really wanted you guys to know.

Hey, thanks for reading all this if you did. I really appreciate it :)

meme : results

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 16:13:38 GMT

Here are the results of the 'Fill my heart with love / Fill my MP3 with music' meme :)

CORRECT ANSWERS PART 1:
1. Just a man - I'm sorry IS NOT
2. Jason Mraz - Bella Luna IS NOT
3. Shakira - Whenever, wherever IS
4. Christina Milian - Dip it low IS
5. Take that - Shine IS NOT
6. Nelly Furtado - Forza IS NOT
7. Jason Mraz - Dear Anna IS
8. Sunrise avenue - Fairytale gone bad IS
9. Zornik ft. Tom Helsen - Hey girl IS
10. PANIC! At the disco - Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off IS NOT

YOUR ANSWERS PART 2:
Changetje had: 4 right
Tim had: 8 right
Sas had: 4 right
Manouk had: 6 right

PART TWO:
Changetje guessed: 2 right
Tim guessed: 2 right
Sas guessed: None right xD
Manouk guessed: 4 right

WINNER:
1. Tim & Manouk
2. Cho
3. Sas

Thanks for playing along, and as promised, I'd love to make some icons :)
Just provide me HQ photos plz.

PS.: Latin went well. Feeling suckitysuck though.

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 08:35:15 GMT

I'd be FOREVER GRATEFUL if you'd join perfore (& lookafteryouu too! it's my graphics community!!!)

JOIN! & REFER ME HERE! (comment with my username)

so you just have to join the community and comment at the given place by saying <lj user="sweet-smile21">.. thanks so much!!

btw, there are great icon makers and cool contests! :)

lookafteryouu!

Sat, 16 Jun 2007 21:26:33 GMT

Hey my dearest people!!
I have a new graphics community, with changetje, manoukje, kirssy and partofatale!
I'd be forever grateful if you join!

Right now, there is a contest running too!
This is our first contest at lookafteryouu! Because this is a new community, it's hard to find new members, so we want you to help us! The only thing you have to do, is get people to JOIN this community. All the makers will be forever grateful, but thát's not all...

You can also receive REQUESTS!
Per person you get to join, you get one icon request! So if you get five people to join this community, you get five requests of various makers here. The icons & members are unlimited! :D The person who gets the most people to join, also receives five extra icon requests and two header/banner requests! :D

NOTE: If someone joins because of you, please let him/her comment here saying he/she's directed by you!
Otherwise, it doesn't count! And also, you, yourself, need to join too!

Thank you all so much in advance! :D

Start pimping this community! :)

So hurry up and go to lookafteryouu! Maybe even get people to join! :D

<33

lookafteryouu

Fill my MP3 with music!

Fri, 15 Jun 2007 13:31:49 GMT

My third selfmade meme :D

FILL MY ~~HEART~~ MP3 WITH ~~LOVE~~ MUSIC!

It quite complicated, lol, so read everything well :P

1. 10 songs are listed; Please comment with five songs of which you think they ARE NOT on my MP3, and the other one's who ARE on my MP3 too (but point out which one is or isn't)
2. Now, take another guess about five random songs of which you think they ARE on my MP3. Just guess them out of scratch, don't choose them of the list below! (this is to see how well you know my music taste!)
3. Post this to your own journal and let your friends guess
4. Later on, post the correct answers to your journal! :)

I hope it's understandable, lol.
AND HERE, IT'S SPECIAL: The person who guesses the most answers right, gets icons & a header request :D
And lol, not only Jason as answer please xD

Here is the list :D

1. Just a man - I'm sorry
2. Jason Mraz - Bella Luna
3. Shakira - Whenever, wherever
4. Christina Milian - Dip it low
5. Take that - Shine
6. Nelly Furtado - Forza
7. Jason Mraz - Dear Anna
8. Sunrise avenue - Fairytale gone bad
9. Zornik ft. Tom Helsen - Hey girl
10. PANIC! At the disco - Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off

So now, comment with FIFTEEN songs in total, like this:
5 songs out of the list that ARE on your MP3:
*songs*
5 songs out of the list that ARE NOT on your MP3:
*songs*
5 songs out of my mind that ARE on your MP3:
*songs*

Comments are screened. Good luuuck! :D

PHOTOSHOP IS ALIIIIIVE

Fri, 01 Jun 2007 20:12:41 GMT

Yes, my friends, you read it well:

I'M BACK IN ICONLAND!

I've been practicing the past few evenings and I think I'm not doing very bad. The four months, or so?, stop, has surely done me good. So to celebrate photoshop is totalleh back, I TAKE REQUESTS:

I'm taking only FIVE requests, if they can be filled, because probably no-one requests anyway, but whatever. If it does turn out to be a success, I'll take some more later!

Please fill in:
HQ images (links; 1-3 pics):
Text?:
Other preferences?:

Thanks & enjoy! :) I'm not sure yet how many icons I'll make for all.. Just give some pics and I'll see what I can do :)

My life is Music meme

Sat, 26 May 2007 20:47:38 GMT

I have always wanted to create my own meme.. So here it is :o)
It kind of already exists, but the themes are a bit different ^^
I'd be very glad if you did it :D Thanks!

MY LIFE IS MUSIC MEME:
Read my own meme and comment if you think something's funny. Then copy the meme and fill it in yourself! You fill it in by setting your music librairy to shuffle and pressing next every time you answer a question. It's not really about the artist, more about the title. No cheating! Then post it to your LJ! You may tag people, but you don't have to.

1. This describes you the best:
Destination unknown (by Alex Gaudino) -- teehee, you never know what you're gonna get with me :)
2. This is your vision of life:
What what (in the butt) (by Samwell) -- omg xD okaaaay.
3. Your biggest fear:
Just friends (by Gavin DeGraw) -- ahww, that's kinda true. to have friends in my future life, but always 'just friends'.
4. This is what you're constantly thinking of:
Hey girl (by Zornik feat. Tom Helsen) -- hm, maybe 'hey boy'?
5. This is your future job:
Home (by Alexi Murdoch) -- hm, kind of a boring job, isn't it?
6. You're crazy about:
Real girl (by Mutya Buena) -- true :D
7. If you'd be a king/queen, this would describe the country you ruled:
One (by A chorus line) -- yeah, i'd probably rule only one country xD
8: This is your lucky song:
Ignorance is a bless (by Thijs feat. Felix) -- aahww ):
9. This describes your future boyfriend/husband:
Fuck you right back (by Frankee) -- hahaha oh my god, that's not very positive XDD
10. Your biggest wish:
Do your thing (by Basement Jaxx) -- that's kind of true.. to just do my thing and still be damn'd hot and popular :')

That's all I can think of.. Feel free to add something :D

Now it's your turn! B)

Welcome to the world

Sun, 20 May 2007 20:00:29 GMT

Title: Welcome to the world (1/1)
Characters: Michael/Sara (MiSa)
Category: Het, drabble
Rating: G
Words: 100 (i finally managed to write a 100-words-counting drabble :D)
Summary: A new baby has entered the world.. Michael's little daughter.
A/N: Written for the Daddy Drabble weekend since I was asked to by miss_vacant :D

‘Do you want to hold her?’

Sara nodded and smiled weakly. She was very tired, yet so happy. Like she had never been before.

Michael sat on the hospital bed and put his arm tightly around her. He embraced her and kissed her softly on her cheek, and then on the little baby’s cheek.

‘Welcome to the world, little Veronica.’

He caressed her small nose, her cute little fingers and her tiny feet.

The baby reached out to Michael. She squeezed Michael’s finger with her whole little hand. Her five fingers.

A little teardrop slowly landed on the baby’s belly.

Sun, 20 May 2007 19:21:29 GMT

Teehee!

Captivated thoughts

Sun, 13 May 2007 19:45:56 GMT

For pamala, the best cybermother in LJ-town :)

TITLE: Captivated thoughts
AUTHOR: sweet-smile21
RATING: PG
CATEGORY: Gen, drabble
CHARACTERS: Alexander Mahone
SUMMARY: Just.. Mahone.
WORDCOUNT: 163
DISCLAIMER: I'd wish I owned PB.

‘It's always the same! Nothing can be done well unless I do it myself!’ he said furiously, slamming the door shut behind him. He was sick and tired of it – the people who worked for him never did exactly what he wanted them to do. Never ever. He locked himself up in his office and went sitting on the chair in front of his desk. Mahone put his elbows on the desk and massaged his head with his long fingers. ‘Sometimes.. It’s just.. Too much,’ he whispered very quietly. His head was about to explode because of all the thoughts stuck within. This was happening too many times lately..

‘SOMETIMES IT’S JUST TOO MUCH!’ he yelled then, standing up brusquely. He took his pen out of his pocket and put a little, white pill into his mouth. His medication was his saviour. Always. Everywhere. The only thing that could help him handle his hard life and job.

Because sometimes it’s just too much.

Thu, 10 May 2007 19:35:49 GMT

Second post today, heh ^^' I did a whole LJ-make-over :D
I've got a new profile, uploaded new userpics, and a new lay-out made by alldisappear.
The lay is quite dark, but for now that's okay. I requested a more summer'ish lay-out, so when summer comes, I'm going to take a new one :)
Btw.. I'm damn'd in love.. Puh!

xxx

Flirting with cookies

Thu, 03 May 2007 19:44:52 GMT

I guess the spirit of PB fics is really back. Another one :)

Title: Flirting with cookies
Author: sweet-smile21
Pairing/Characters: Lance/Sara or Michael/Sara, as you wish.
Category: Het, ficlet
Rating: PG, I guess (?)
Wordcount: 279
Summary: Just Sara/Michael or Sara/Lance flirting a bit.. Featuring cookies ;)
Spoilers (if any): It may sound weird that both Lance and Michael could feature in this story; but I've read it through several times and both seem quite in character to me. But of course, it isn't really in character, it's just me playing around, okay? :P I asked someone to say one word and she said cookies, so here's the fic. I think that's all I have to say, but if you read it, please comment, my ego really needs food.

‘Cookie ?’ she asked, moving the small plate of cookies on the table towards him.

‘Yeah, thank you. Did you.. Make them yourself?’ was his response, a little smile bouncing on his lips. He kept looking at the cookies and when she was trying to catch his glance, he ignored it on purpose. He loved playing around like this. Especially with women like Sara Tancredi.

‘Am I right when I think you’re laughing at me? How dare you!’ she answered, but a girlish giggle and her twinkling eyes betrayed the joy she was having within. She took a pause, when the only thing that broke the silence was a wand clock, and then added: ‘But if you must know, yes, I made them myself. I always liked cooking and baking, ever since I was a kid and I got my first easy-bake oven.’

She didn’t know why she told this stuff to him. She just.. did.

‘Aha. Interesting. Why wouldn’t I try one, then?’

He opened his mouth, as if he was inviting the cookies to fly into it. Or even better, as if he was inviting Sara to feed him. She started laughing. He made a gesture with his left hand and when she still didn’t do anything, he closed his mouth again.
Sara got the hint and picked up a cookie as slowly as she possibly could. She let it float around in the air like it was an airplane, moved it towards him and then.. let it crumble in her very own mouth.

‘Don’t mess with the cookie-lady, boy,’ she whispered in his ear, with a playful grin on her face.

‘I wouldn’t even dare to.’

Being there will do

Wed, 02 May 2007 18:28:43 GMT

Hi doodles! I made myself promise to.. myself that I had to start writing and reading more Prison Break fics, or fics in general, again, and I made for a challenge at foxriver_fic, a small ficlet. I hope you guys will like it, but I will most definitely write more. Comments make me feel good, dearies. <3 Also constructive crit. will do.

Title: Being there will do:
Author: sweet-smile21
Characters: Sara Tancredi
Category: Drabble/Ficlet, gen
Rating: PG
Wordcount: 175
Summary: Sara Tancredi visits her fathers grave.
Author's notes: Written for the May challenge at foxriver_fic: I chose flowers.

Sara was sitting next to the grave, looking at the sign.
Frank Tancredi. Her father. The governor. Laid there in peace.
Sara herself didn’t feel peaceful at all. She looked quickly over her shoulder. Nobody. Of course there was nobody. But she wasn’t used to being free yet. She had been on the run. She had not only been running from the police; also from herself, her thoughts, her soul, her life. She was still scared. But now she could at least rebuild her life.

She looked at the white flowers she was holding in her hands. What did it matter anyway? She could put the flowers on the grave, yes, and think she had done something good and walk away. But actually, that was nothing like her at all. Her father didn’t give a damn about flowers on his grave.. Just her being there was enough. Just her thinking of him.

She left two, maybe even three hours later.

The only thing Sara left, was a bouquet of flowers, smashed in a trash can.

Any thoughts about this?

My LJ Friends As Harry Potter Fic Cliches by mctabby
Username
Slytherin!Harry	marijelupin
Clueless!Ron	gamma_wow
Slut!Hermione	fishawish
Redeemed!Lucius	harkat_mulds
Veela!Draco	me_appletree
Goth!Ginny	margrez
SexGod!Snape	suusjah
Bottom!Remus	91no_merci
Voldemort's Daughter	miss_vacant